I spent the first part of my life as a nomad, but relocated to Albany in 2000, and have been here ever since.

As far back as I can remember, I have always been a writer. I won a 2nd grade poetry contest back in the day. My parents still have that poem up on the wall….much
to my chagrin. Since then, I have continued writing and had some small publishing in local papers.

I am inspired by small nuances of each day and the little daily occurrences that sometimes we walk by unnoticing. I believe there is an essential truth in all things simplistic and it links us all together. I enjoy writing because even those objects considered base, guttural, or insignificant can be transformed into divine symbols of hope.

To be honest, I prefer scribbling in the sidelines of my class notes and in the margins or my work…than standing in the a spot light. I don’t think of myself walking around with ‘Poet’ stamped on my forehead or sewn to my sleeve. It’s just more like something that seems so ingrained in my nature that I cannot help but keep writing.

I enjoy volunteering and playing guitar and like to travel whenever I get the chance, but Poetry seems to be the thing that sticks with me through out my life.

Poetry lets you say things without exactly saying them. It lets you speak things that you’d never dare say aloud…unless it was Poetry.

POEMS

UNIVERSAL HYMN

god drinks
death-black martinis
tonight
the moon
is his only
ice cube

 

DRYING OF THE LAUNDRY

barren alleyways full of city laundry

like expressionless pieces of skin colored by the sunset
pristine and pinned in place

i am strung out like clothing wire between houses

here….where the evening day dyes
white towels into shades of red and purple

i watch an airplane disappear behind a pair of drying socks
a bird’s flight seems to crash into a gathered parade of faded panties

my window is the window to the world
and the hanging laundry like the movie screen of our torrid lives

somewhere visions of you pressed hard against me dance
like french film clips across the neighbors’ dangling bed sheets

so hard and ardent our love was

like wet memories rung out
and dripping into the streets below

i watch the color drip down from the ravels
onto the heads of little children playing ball below

they look up in disbelief and wonder

 

OUR CITY

a train is chased by a storm into the dusk

and the city pulls her children in
like chicks beneath the scurry of a hen

thin and sweet…the voice of a women
raises above the clammer of traffic
whispering….”stay with me”

in a broken flat a man curls his body around a bottle
listens intently to the rain compete
with the train upon the tracks

the whole world is hushed though an open window
as a mother lulls her child to sleep

an old house still lives
tucked between sky scrapers

in the curve of his dreaming wife
a husband finds sudden comfort
woken from a childhood memory that he long forgot

the whole world revolves with the ceiling fan

the dream is yours and the lips are mine
the miracle ours:
how we still find each other in the night

 

EGGS AND BACON

last night: i (only) dreamed a dream of passion
like the seeded raw insides of red ripen fruit

today i make your breakfast….fading dreams in my faded pj’s
sagging away with the dying elastic waistbands

i take such caring pleasure to hold up each cold
smooth white egg in the warmth of my half dreaming hands

my head in the clouds
like each fragile egg is brought down sharply

brained on the metal side of the bowl in a smack
scrambled and broken into the death black of a cast iron skillet

sometimes i relish that sudden cold meeting sudden hot
the sizzle of eggs in bacon grease

across the table as we eat
i tell you of my perfect dreams

you mumble back with food in your mouth
“you burnt the bacon again and got shell in the eggs”

sometimes i (guiltily) wish
you would choke on your bacon

but most times….. i just wished you’d say

thank you

 

LESSONS ON SAILING

you look at me

the way men usually do
at half attractive women

expecting some great revelation
knowing that great revelations
are the last thing on your mind

but i have nothing brilliant to say

with my pen like a wide broom
i push along the dust of words

sorting out fragments and paragraphs
like small pieces of paper

like lost rubber bands
that still cling to hairs
that it once held back

like discarded cups
sticky with evaporated liquid

i am the janitor of words

and there is nothing glamourous about it

i could blame it on so many things
but i just lean against the handle of life

like a great ore
directing me

as if you
the paper
and the empty room

swell into one large ocean

i close my eyes
and smell the sea

my fingers grip around the
lines like rigging

the tablet of white paper
like linen sails spreads
catching the wind

the words
spraying wet and cool
across the wooden
deck of my desk

the salt
tinging my lips
stinging almost
pleasurably my eyelids

and without you knowing
without form and void

i have sailed
gliding soft and silent
as a holy ghosted ship

across the face
of your memory

and what remains

far beyond your dark storms

moored
white as swans
in the safe harbor

i lean once more
on the handle of my pen

pushing out the dust of words

i hold them out to you
upon my wrists

but you look at me
expecting some great revelation

but i have nothing brilliant to say